Breathing Easy

Here We Go Again

So once again it happened. At what could only be the worst part of my life, it hit me. Right between the eyes, and what hurts the most is I didn't see it coming. Who would have thought a weekend of service would have led to this? I just wanted to serve, not be bothered with another uninvited yet highly wanted burden. Such is the paradox of that all consuming process. So unwanted yet so welcome. Where to now? Sleepless nights, breathless moments, and only a vision with an over active imagination to carry me through my next adventure. Worst thing is, this could all be a story book lived out in the fantastic world of the invisible. So when I say gross, my heart says yes. When my mind say no, still the anxiety says yes. The risk is such a large fall but such a huge reward. I need to express this birth inside me, but I'm so scared to give it a premature existence. Take it Lord, and guide it, move me, save me.

posted by Greg Roberts @ 4:28 PM